Why hold on?

So low again.
I cab never escape the darkness for long.

So damaged. So destroyed.
Never worthy of something more.

Sleep all day. Cry all night.
Isolation. Sadness. Loss. Destruction.

When will it end?
So tired of wishing this life would end.

Is this what life's all about?
If so, why hold on?

Want to let go.
Tired of fighting so hard to hold on.
Tired of the mask I wear.
Exhausted from all the acting.

Wounded Heart

Wounded heart I cannot save you from yourself
Though I wanted to be brave it never helped.
'Cause your trouble's like a flood raging through your veins
No amount of love's enough to end the pain

Tenderness and time can heal a right gone wrong,
But the anger that you feel goes on and on.
And it's not enough to know that I love you still
So I'll take my heart and go for I've had my fill.

If you listen you can hear the angel's wings

Up above our heads so near they are hovering

Waiting to reach out for love when it falls apart

When it cannot rise above a wounded heart.

When it cannot rise above a wounded heart.

What About Love?

I, I'm feeling your thunder
The storm’s getting closer
This rain is like fire
And my, my world’s going under
And I can’t remember
The reason that you cut off the line

[Bridge]
You’re moving on, you say
Here I stay
I’ll take this pain
Yeah, I can, I can

[Chorus]
What about love?
What about our promises?
What about love?
You take it all and leave me nothing
What about love?
What about us to the end?
What about love?
You cut my wings, now I am falling
What about love? [x2]

[Verse 2]
Why you're colder than winter?
You’re switching the picture
You used to be perfect, yeah (yeah)
Once you’re hot like the summer
Please help me remember
The reason that you said “bye bye bye”

[Bridge]
You’re moving on, you say
Here I stay
I’ll take this pain
Yeah, I can, I can

[Chorus]
What about love?
What about our promises?
What about love?
You take it all and leave me nothing
What about love?
What about us to the end?
What about love?
You cut my wings, now I am falling
What about love? [x2]

[Middle 8 - x4]
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh
What about, what about love?

[Bridge]
You’re moving on, you say
Here I stay
Watching every night get colder
You’re moving on, you say
Here I stay
I’ll take this pain
Yeah, I can, I can

[Chorus]
What about love?
What about our promises?
What about love?
You take it all and leave me nothing
What about love?
What about us to the end?
What about love?
You cut my wings, now I am falling
What about love?
What about, what about love?
What about
What about love?
What about, what about love?
What about
What about love?

tears. lies. empty. tired.

tears.

tears well up in my eyes again, down my cheek

"what's wrong?" she asks

"oh nothing, I think it is allergies" i respond

lies. 

lies are what got me this pain to begin with 

i've felt this pain before

the first time you did this, you shattered my heart

empty.  

i feel broken and dead

you've soul crushed my soul 

and left me with nothing but emptiness

weak.

weakness is what allowed me

to let you back in

i loved you again and you did the same thing

reckless.

i opened my heart and loved you

you never cared, just like last time

you were reckless with my heart then disposed of it

temporary.

you brought back a smile

that i had not seen in so long

i thought it would last forever, you made it temporary

tired.

i'm tired of hurting so much

i'm so stupid for loving you

i'm tired of the tears, the lies, the emptiness...

Love

Love doesn't have a speed limit...

jar of hearts (could be a re-post but truly how I feel at this time)

No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
Tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Sight

Out of sight
Out of mind
Does the trick
Every time!

So glad this time its so easy!