So tired of...

I'm so tired of...

The bullshit
The nonsense
The pain
The hurt
The lies
The loss
The tears
The nightmares
The emptiness
The loneliness
The emotions
The disrespect
The mean words
The rude responses
The self hate
The self destruction
The fake smiles
The toxic people

I just want to be numb of it all
I just want to feel alive inside
I have been dead inside too long

I want to stop having to act
I want to stop pretending its ok
I just want to be the woman I once was

I am tired of living this life
I am tired of living these lies
I just wish it was all better

So tired of...
This fucked up person I've become