tears.
tears well up in my eyes again, down my cheek
"what's wrong?" she asks
"oh nothing, I think it is allergies" i respond
lies.
lies are what got me this pain to begin with
i've felt this pain before
the first time you did this, you shattered my heart
empty.
i feel broken and dead
you've soul crushed my soul
and left me with nothing but emptiness
weak.
weakness is what allowed me
to let you back in
i loved you again and you did the same thing
reckless.
i opened my heart and loved you
you never cared, just like last time
you were reckless with my heart then disposed of it
temporary.
you brought back a smile
that i had not seen in so long
i thought it would last forever, you made it temporary
tired.
i'm tired of hurting so much
i'm so stupid for loving you
i'm tired of the tears, the lies, the emptiness...
