alive

Feel dead inside
Just want to numb the pain
Reckless with my body
Seeking pleasure in any way
You're not him
But the passion fills me
It was like never before
You made me feel alive again
The other night I wasn't dead
You filled me full of life
I long for you again
Even if just a temporary high
I can't stop thinking about it
Why was it so magical this time?
I long for you again
Don't make me wait too long
I want to feel alive again
Even if just for a short while